Friday, December 3, 2010

Letting go

My partner suggested that we take Antonys ashes to the beach and bury them. I realised that I'm just not ready to let him go when my eyes welled with tears and I couldn't say anything for fear of sobbing. I dont know if or when I will ever be ready.

Damnitt, now my eyes are leaking again.

2 comments:

  1. :( You may never be able to let go completely and that is perfectly fine and normal when you have lost someone that close to you. *hugs*
    Just make sure you do what feels right for you.

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  2. I've had it suggested to me that we interr the ashes with my grandfather but that doesn't quite feel right to me.

    I just cant really think of anywhere that is fitting to have as his final resting place.

    It was only 8 months ago that we lost him. In some ways it feels like a lifetime ago. In others, just yesterday.

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